torn between two worlds

I have spent too many wasted hours questioning my own emotional state.
Happiness vs. Sadness. All these years and I still can't differentiate my own contrasting feelings apart. I am putting my foot down, starting now. When ambiguity shows itself during analyzation of my own state of being, I'm setting the weight of my mind immediately down on Happiness. Fuck it. I'm saying it.

"I'm happy."
and this weekend was great.