My biggest problem, even when I have the best in the world, is the permanent feeling of distance. It's been there since the beginning of my time, and I don't know if I will ever learn how to patch it up.
I often trick myself into believing people care for me more than they do. I mean honestly, if I were anybody else but me, I would hate myself. I don't show affection very well. Sometimes I don't understand why I even have friends.
Nevertheless, the simple fact that Annie came to my mall concert made me happy. Not even my parents watch my concerts.
Brooke and Annie visited me at work today. It made the time a little better.
Sunday, December 7, 2008
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