The flood is slowly dripping back into my life and I'm just trying to swim myself away.

I'm starting to drown though right now, but I'm working on reaching the surface

Oslo in the Summertime

maybe maybe one day
Dear sunshine,
You are my new best friend
bringing me sunlight and smiles and tanlines and stupid talk
oh hey oh hey ima go and listen to some of this B.I.G

haha but for real, I am loving this sun. Today will be beautiful

I'm going to the beach. Later.

I am enjoying break I am i am I ammm. I don't remember when I started enjoying the sun, but I love it now. A day spent outdoors is a day unwasted.

Today was a day for myself. I went swimming, finished making my sketchbook, started a painting, and finished a drawing.

PS: I started a new blog for my work. Yes. . . I did it. Feel free to check it out (vivscious).

PPS: There is good in everyone, I know it, but sometimes my total faith in this screws me over.

Back on ground

I remember now. This one thing that I love to do is for myself and not others.

It's easy to forget that around here. Well, this is one step closer to that freedom I've been thirsting for.

Goal #1: Stay Genuine

Love,

Vivian

Flying solo is getting a bit old. Yes, I admit, I finally feel it.

-Stop worrying so much

-Don't ever forget

-Make peace with self, respect, stay optimistic, stop being so self-critical, love

and most importantly, STAY TRUE.

REMEMBERING TO THINK

I act on impulse often, and sometimes I really need to just come to my senses before I act. Stop worrying so much, Vivian. LESSON LEARNED. Thank you and Good night.

whatever

it means something to be genuinely be labeled a "friend" by me. Too many new faces. Who are you...you?... you?... It's a new world. Was blinded once again. Maybe I should put the locks back on? I'm unsure of what to do. Standing strong, like a boy on a big seaside rock, I feel like the King on the world (sometimes)...but wait, I've found a dent.

I need...something.

Love,

Vivian