Back on ground

I remember now. This one thing that I love to do is for myself and not others.

It's easy to forget that around here. Well, this is one step closer to that freedom I've been thirsting for.

Goal #1: Stay Genuine

Love,

Vivian

Flying solo is getting a bit old. Yes, I admit, I finally feel it.

-Stop worrying so much

-Don't ever forget

-Make peace with self, respect, stay optimistic, stop being so self-critical, love

and most importantly, STAY TRUE.

REMEMBERING TO THINK

I act on impulse often, and sometimes I really need to just come to my senses before I act. Stop worrying so much, Vivian. LESSON LEARNED. Thank you and Good night.

whatever

it means something to be genuinely be labeled a "friend" by me. Too many new faces. Who are you...you?... you?... It's a new world. Was blinded once again. Maybe I should put the locks back on? I'm unsure of what to do. Standing strong, like a boy on a big seaside rock, I feel like the King on the world (sometimes)...but wait, I've found a dent.

I need...something.

Love,

Vivian

I just remembered my dream from last night and it was about my falling in love with Zac Efron.

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

Who, me?

I really enjoy company and going out, but maybe I need to give myself a bit solitude and isolation for a while.

(unless I'm not the initiator, then I'll go out)

Just need to find myself again.

Clearing up the Muddiness

Finally, during my last week of break I can SEE again.

YES YES YES!

By that I mean I've finally got my head back in the right place

Aimin' for nothing but self improvement in all aspects.

Hello again, Vivian.

:)

I've finally recovered from my cold. NEVER GET SEASONAL FLU SHOTS. I spend all last week with my cousin Erica when she and her fam flew down to visit California for the first time in 4 years. It brought the family together and everything was perfect. I miss her already.

Gotta work hard this week to try and work off all the holiday feasting.