really now?

Feeling low again.

"Barricade" still breaks my heart every single time I listen to it. I need to get in touch with myself because I feel so lost.

I don't think Art Center is for me...but I'm still not confident in saying so. No matter what though, I'm sticking it through. I just don't want art school to kill it for me.

On the bright side, I had a wonderful weekend visiting my friends at Irvine. It reminded me of all the good times Classy '09 used to have-I miss it so much.

Fear it more than death

A-M-B-I-T-I-O-N

I am working my ass off and I will keep doing so until the end

I've never felt so goal-oriented in my life.

The Capricorn in me is creeping out.

yay

Continuous

Well I guess I do this often because I enjoy evaluating myself. I mean, the list always changes, so why not? DO WHAT I WANT.

I like......

free time, the house I grew up in, singing, drawing, hand written journals, hiking, the outdoors, activity, sun and rain, friends, Classy '09, House, personal sketchbooks, ice blended Pumpkin from Coffee Bean, writing letters, receiving letters, cleanliness, bedheads, productivity, managing my time well, stargazing, astrology, pick up lines, bad jokes, childish humor, staying young, drawing without instruction, body language, human interactions, rap,

PS:

I'm always here.

Please Don't Bite

I will be at Mr. Jackson Lin's funeral in about 25 minutes. Great teacher, even better heart.

Rest in Peace.

Lots of work to do today, but I wish I could see some familiar faces. There are bed bugs in Rachel's room. We always have some sort of dilemma causing us minor trauma. NOT. FUN.

I reallllllly wish I had a piano or some sort of keyboard here because I miss playing so much.

Take care ya'll.

Love,

Vivian